Undercover Blonde
Ch 1: A daring proposal forces Evie to confront her restless soul.
The dead woman on the TV screen had been beautiful once. Now her blonde hair was matted with dried blood, her blue eyes vacant as the medical examiner cataloged the violence that had ended her. Evelyn Sinclair leaned forward on the couch, watching with an intensity that would disturb most people. The clock read 6:17 AM. The rest of the condo sat in pre-dawn darkness, the only illumination coming from the television’s cool glow that painted Evie’s striking features in a ghostly light.
“The victim shows evidence of defensive wounds on her forearms,” the medical examiner on the screen explained, “indicating she fought her attacker before succumbing to multiple stab wounds to the neck and torso.”
Evie’s ice-blue eyes narrowed, mentally cataloging details others might miss: the angle of the wounds, the spray pattern of blood on nearby surfaces, the timeline reconstructed through lividity and body temperature. She wasn’t watching with morbid fascination but with analytical curiosity, her mind arranging and rearranging puzzle pieces as naturally as others might hum along to a favorite song.
Behind her, the bedroom door opened with a soft creak. Joseph Sinclair emerged, his athletic frame silhouetted in the doorway, hair tussled from sleep. He squinted against the television’s glow, concern etched across his features as he spotted his wife curled on the couch instead of beside him in bed.
“Jesus, Evie,” he muttered. “The stabby shows again?”
She didn’t turn, eyes still fixed on the screen. “The husband did it. They’re acting like it’s a mystery, but he has a fresh cut on his right hand he keeps hiding from the camera. Plus, the blood spatter on the kitchen ceiling means the killer was taller than her. He’s claiming it was an intruder, but the dog didn’t bark, and they mentioned earlier it goes crazy whenever strangers approach the house.”
Joe shuffled to the kitchen, flicking on the light above the sink. The sudden illumination made Evie blink, momentarily breaking her connection to the murdered blonde. “Did you sleep at all?” he asked, filling the coffee maker with water.
“Couple hours,” she answered, though they both knew it was probably less. Insomnia had been her companion recently. The white noise of true crime documentaries had become her lullaby, though they rarely delivered on their promise of sleep.
Joe measured coffee grounds. “You’ve got to be exhausted. Your shift starts at noon, right?”
“Mmm,” she hummed noncommittally, still tracking the detectives’ investigation of the crime scene.
The coffee maker gurgled to life. Joe leaned against the counter, watching his wife instead of the television. At twenty-four, Evie’s beauty remained startling, even in baggy pajamas and her blonde hair piled messily atop her head. Sometimes he still couldn’t believe she had chosen him, this extraordinary creature.
“One of these days,” he said, “I’m going to wake up to find you standing over me with a kitchen knife, reciting statistics about husbands who never saw it coming.”
Evie finally turned from the screen, a smile breaking across her face. “Sleep with one eye open, Joseph Sinclair.” The playful threat was their long-running joke, born during their first date when he’d discovered her true crime obsession. “Besides, I’d never be that obvious. You’d go missing during a hiking trip, your body never to be recovered. The perfect crime.”
Joe poured coffee into two mugs, adding cream to hers. “That’s oddly comforting. At least I’d be married to someone competent enough to get away with it.”
“Damn straight.” She accepted the mug he offered, their fingers brushing in the exchange. “How’d you sleep?”
“Like the hypothetically murdered,” he answered, settling beside her on the couch. His weight created a familiar depression in the cushions that naturally drew her toward him. “Collins is riding my ass about the Westlake project. Apparently, my designs aren’t innovative enough for their budget constraints, which is code for please violate the laws of physics and materials science to save them money.”
Evie tucked her feet beneath his thigh, seeking his warmth. “Want me to kill him for you? I know at least three ways to make it look accidental.”
“This is why I love you,” Joe said, taking a long sip of his coffee. “But I need the job more than I need Collins dead. At least until we build up more savings.”
On screen, detectives were now interviewing the husband, whose performance of grief struck Evie as rehearsed, each sob calculated for sympathy. “Look how he keeps checking the female detective’s reaction,” she pointed out. “Classic manipulation. Wants to make sure she’s buying it.”
Joe glanced at the TV, but his eyes quickly returned to his wife. “You know it’s creepy how good you are at this, right? Like, clinically concerning.”
“Says the man who memorizes load-bearing calculations for fun.”
“That’s different. My obsession builds things. Yours just…” He gestured toward the bloody crime scene photos now filling the screen. “Dwells on the worst of humanity.”
Evie’s expression grew momentarily distant. “Understanding the worst helps you recognize it before it happens to you.” The words emerged with a weight that briefly altered the comfortable morning routine into something heavier, dragging the ghost of her father’s murder into their living room.
Joe squeezed her ankle gently, acknowledging the unspoken memory without forcing her to elaborate. This was the rhythm they’d established over six years together, knowing when to push and when to let things lie. “What’s on your schedule today?”
The question successfully lightened the moment, drawing a groan from Evie. “Mrs. Hoffman’s coming in for her monthly ‘nothing fits me anymore’ tantrum, where I’ll spend an hour convincing her that it’s the designers who’ve changed their sizing, not her body.”
“The sacred lies of retail.”
“The very foundation of my career,” she agreed.
Joe stood, stretching. “I’m making eggs,” he announced. “You want some, or are you too busy solving crimes from our couch?”
“I can multitask.” She uncurled from her position, following him to their small kitchen. The condo wasn’t much, two bedrooms, one bath, just under a thousand square feet, but it was theirs, or would be after twenty-seven more years of mortgage payments. Joe had painted the walls himself, Evie had chosen the furniture, and together they’d created this space that represented their shared life: comfortable, predictable, safe.
As Joe cracked eggs into a bowl, Evie leaned against the counter beside him, close enough that their shoulders touched. He automatically shifted left as she reached for plates. She handed him the salt before he asked for it.
“I had that dream again,” she said quietly, watching him whisk the eggs. “The one with my dad.”
Joe’s whisking slowed but didn’t stop. “The crime scene one?”
She nodded. “Except this time I could see the shooter’s face, but it kept changing. First it was some random guy, then it was David, then…” She hesitated. “Then it was me.”
“That’s new,” Joe said carefully. He poured the eggs into the heated pan, where they sizzled against the surface. “Any idea what that’s about?”
Evie shrugged. “Probably just my subconscious being weird. Or too many murder shows before bed.”
Joe didn’t push, though his glance conveyed skepticism. He knew better than most how Evie’s father’s murder had shaped the obsessive need to understand criminal psychology, the hypervigilance that sometimes manifested as paranoia, the sense of responsibility for her brother that bordered on parental. The dreams had been coming more frequently lately, a detail he’d filed away alongside her increasing restlessness.
“Maybe it’s time for a vacation,” he suggested, stirring the eggs. “We could drive down to the Keys for a weekend, get a little cottage on the water. No crime shows, no work calls, just us and some overpriced seafood.”
It had been over a year since they’d taken time away together, both of them caught in their separate daily grinds.
“That sounds nice,” Evie said. “Maybe next month when the season slows down at the boutique.”
They both recognized the gentle deflection for what it was, another small disappointment added to a growing collection neither acknowledged directly. Joe divided the eggs onto two plates, adding toast he’d prepared while they talked.
Joe glanced at his watch. “I should get ready.” He stood, putting his empty plate in the sink. “Early meeting today.”
“Want me to set out your navy suit? The one that makes you look like you know what you’re talking about?” Evie offered, only half-teasing.
“Please. And maybe the blue tie with the subtle pattern? I need all the authority I can fake today.”
While Joe showered, Evie selected his clothes, laying them on the bed with genuine care. Their morning routine had the comfort of well-worn paths, each knowing their role in their shared space. When Joe appeared from the bathroom wrapped in a towel, water droplets still running down his hair, Evie allowed herself a moment of appreciation for the man she’d married.
“You’re staring, Evie,” he said, catching her gaze as he reached for his underwear.
She perched on the edge of the bed, watching him dress. “One of the perks of matrimony.”
“I’m thinking pasta for dinner? I’ll pick up ingredients on the way home.”
“Sounds perfect.” The easy agreement about such a mundane detail somehow encapsulated their relationship: functional, affectionate, uncomplicated.
When Joe was fully dressed, Evie straightened his tie, using the adjustment as an excuse to pull him closer for a kiss.
“I’ll text when I’m heading home,” Joe said, forehead resting against hers for a moment before pulling away. He grabbed his keys from the bowl by the door. “Try to actually sleep if you can, instead of solving more murders.”
“No promises,” she called after him as the door closed.
Alone in the suddenly quiet condo, Evie returned to the couch, pulling her knees to her chest as the true crime show reached its conclusion. The husband had been arrested, just as she’d predicted. His performances of grief collapsed under the weight of physical evidence and inconsistent statements.
“Amateur,” she murmured to the screen, a strange emptiness settling in her chest as the credits rolled.
There were still hours to fill before her noon shift. She channel-surfed through daytime programming, through talk shows, home renovation miracles performed in impossible timeframes, reruns of sitcoms. Nothing held her attention. Eventually, she drifted into a restless sleep on the couch, crime scene images bleeding into her dreams.
She woke with a jolt at 9:17, momentarily disoriented. Sunlight now streamed through the blinds. Miami had fully awakened while she dozed, the sounds of traffic and occasional car horn filtering through the walls of their condo.
Her phone buzzed from the coffee table. A text from David, her younger brother: Need to talk. Important. Coffee at Margo’s in at 10?
Evie stared at the message. At twenty, her brother existed in a perpetual state of crisis, each one requiring her intervention. The last “important” conversation had involved him needing bail money after a bar fight. The one before that, he’d lost his job and needed rent covered.
More unusual than the request itself was the timing. David rarely surfaced before noon, his nights typically spent working odd jobs or, more likely, drinking with friends who encouraged his worst impulses. For him to be coherent and concerned enough to request a meeting at 10 AM suggested genuine urgency.
She typed back: What’s going on?
The response came immediately: Can’t text it. Please Evie. It’s serious.
She sighed, running a hand through her hair. She still had time before her shift began, and despite her exhaustion, curiosity prickled at the edges of her consciousness. David’s message lacked his usual excuses and minimizations, the brevity suggesting something beyond his typical self-created problems.
Fine. 30 minutes, she replied, already calculating how quickly she could shower and dress.
As she headed toward the bathroom, her gaze caught her reflection in the hallway mirror. For a disorienting moment, she saw not herself but the dead blonde from the documentary, their features momentarily superimposed. Evie blinked and the illusion vanished, leaving only her own face staring back. She shook off the feeling and stepped into the shower, letting hot water wash away the morning’s restlessness.
—
Margo’s Coffee occupied the ground floor of a renovated Art Deco building in Little Havana. Its faded turquoise exterior stood defiantly against the encroaching gentrification that had already claimed neighboring blocks. Evie arrived ten minutes early, a habit ingrained since childhood. Her father had always said that punctuality was respect made visible. She claimed a corner table with clear sightlines to both the entrance and the back exit, another unconscious inheritance from a man fourteen years dead.
The café hummed with energy. It was a mixture of locals drinking Cuban coffee, tourists consulting guidebooks, and remote workers hunched over laptops. Ceiling fans pushed humid air in lazy circles, their rhythmic creaking providing counterpoint to the Latin jazz playing just loudly enough to blur neighboring conversations. Evie waited, watching the door.
David arrived seven minutes late, which for him constituted remarkable punctuality. He pushed through the door with the nervous energy that had characterized him since adolescence, his lanky frame seeming to occupy more space than its physical dimensions warranted. At twenty, he still carried himself with the awkward self-consciousness of a teenager, hands shoved deep in his pockets, shoulders slightly hunched as if perpetually bracing for impact.
His eyes found Evie immediately. The family resemblance was unmistakable despite their different builds, the same striking blue eyes, though David’s carried a wariness hers lacked. He wore jeans with artful tears that Evie recognized as manufactured rather than earned, paired with a vintage band t-shirt for a group that had disbanded before his birth. The carefully cultivated appearance of casual indifference required more effort than the authenticity it mimicked.
“Hey,” he said, dropping into the chair across from her. His knee bounced, vibrating their table. “Thanks for coming.”
“You said it was important,” Evie replied, studying her brother’s face. The shadows beneath his eyes had deepened since she’d last seen him three weeks ago. A faint yellowing bruise decorated his left cheekbone, nearly healed but still visible. “What’s going on?”
David glanced around the café before leaning forward, lowering his voice. “I fucked up, Evie.”
She suppressed the sigh building in her chest. These conversations typically began the same way, with David’s confession serving as prelude to a request for money or intervention. “How much do you need this time?”
Hurt flashed across his features. “It’s not about money. Not directly, anyway. This is… different.”
Something in his tone gave her pause. Beneath his typical nervous energy lay a current of genuine fear she hadn’t observed before. “Different how?”
David’s fingers drummed against the table’s surface. “Remember those guys I told you about? The ones who own that club where I was doing some maintenance work?”
“The Maddox brothers,” Evie said, the names emerging from her mental catalog without effort. Her expression hardened immediately. “I thought you quit working anywhere near them. I told you specifically to stay away from them, David.”
“I know, I know,” he said, holding up his hands defensively. “But the money was good, and I thought just doing maintenance work wouldn’t be a big deal.”
“After everything we discussed?” Evie hissed, leaning forward. “The courthouse bombing?” She shook her head in disbelief. “We literally sat in my living room connecting dots about these guys being involved in organized crime, and you still went back?”
David had the decency to look ashamed. “That’s actually why I needed to talk to you. I got arrested three days ago for possession. Just weed, nothing serious, but…” He inhaled shakily. “The cops handed me to these FBI agents. They started asking questions about the Maddox brothers, and I panicked. Told them everything about our conversations.”
Evie felt the blood drain from her face. “What exactly did you tell them?”
“All of it. How you connected the courthouse bombing to the chemical compounds that one Maddox brother was discussing when I overheard him in the back room. They seemed really interested in how you figured it all out from such small pieces of information.”
Evie felt exposed, as if someone had peeled back her skin to examine the workings beneath. What had seemed like harmless speculation between siblings had changed into potential evidence against dangerous men. “Jesus, David. These aren’t shoplifters or petty dealers. If they’re actually involved in bombings-”
“I know,” he interrupted, genuine remorse shadowing his features. “I didn’t think it through. I was scared, and they were offering to drop the charges if I cooperated.”
The familiar mixture of frustration and protectiveness Evie felt toward her brother intensified. Since their father’s death, David had been perpetually teetering on the edge of serious trouble, with Evie repeatedly pulling him back from the brink. This time, however, he’d dragged them both into something far deeper than his usual misadventures.
“Is that why you wanted to meet? To warn me?” she asked, mind already calculating potential repercussions and countermeasures.
David shifted uncomfortably. “Partly. But also because…” He hesitated, then gestured subtly toward a man sitting alone at a table near the back wall. “They want to talk to you.”
Evie casually turned her head, assessing the man. Mid-forties, physically fit beneath the unremarkable suit, short haircut that prioritized function over style. He appeared absorbed in a newspaper, but his eyes weren’t tracking across the text, instead remaining fixed at a point that allowed peripheral vision of their table. Everything about him radiated controlled awareness, from his positioning with back to wall and clear sightlines to exits, to the slight bulge at his ankle suggesting a backup weapon.
“FBI?” she murmured, turning back to David.
He nodded. “His name’s Grant. Jason Grant. He said if you agreed to talk, they could make my charges disappear completely. No record.”
The manipulation was transparent, using David’s vulnerability to access her. Evie felt a flash of resentment at the pressure, even as she recognized its effectiveness. Her brother’s record already contained juvenile charges and two misdemeanor convictions. A drug charge, even for simple possession, could mean jail time given his history.
“You could have just told me this on the phone,” she said, suddenly understanding the insistence on meeting in person.
“They wanted it this way. Said it was safer, in case anyone’s watching me.”
As if on cue, the man, Grant, folded his newspaper and approached their table. Up close, Evie could see the faint lines at the corners of his eyes, the only feature betraying the stress of his profession. Everything else about him projected calm competence.
“Ms. Sinclair,” he said, voice pitched low enough to remain private in the busy café. “I appreciate you meeting with us. Your brother has shared some interesting insights about you.”
Evie maintained eye contact, refusing to be intimidated despite the authority he projected. “I haven’t agreed to anything yet.”
Grant’s expression remained neutral. “Of course. I’m simply suggesting a conversation that might benefit everyone involved. Somewhere more private than this.” He glanced meaningfully around the café.
“My shift starts in a few hours,” Evie said.
“This won’t take long,” Grant replied. “And if what your brother says about your observational skills is accurate, it could be quite worthwhile for you.”
Evie thought of the mortgage payments stretching decades into the future, of Joe’s cautious financial planning and their slowly growing savings. Whatever the FBI was offering, it likely exceeded anything her retail position would provide.
“Fine,” she conceded, gathering her purse. “A conversation. That’s all I’m agreeing to.”
Grant nodded. “My car’s out back. You can follow in yours if you prefer.” The offer to maintain her autonomy was calculated to build trust, but Evie appreciated it nonetheless.
“I’ll drive separately,” she said firmly. “David can come with me.”
“As you wish. It’s a location in Coral Gables. I’ll text the address to your brother’s phone.”
Grant walked toward a nondescript sedan parked in the alley behind the café, its government origins deceived only by the excessive cleanliness unusual for Miami vehicles.
Evie led David to her Honda Civic, parked two blocks away in a public lot. It had been Joe’s choice when they were car shopping three years earlier. “It’s virtually indestructible,” he’d insisted.
“I’m sorry,” David said as they walked, genuine regret coloring his words. “I didn’t know what else to do.”
Evie unlocked the car with a click of her key fob. “We’ll figure it out. We always do.” The reassurance was automatic. The role of protector was so deeply ingrained she couldn’t abandon it even when furious with him.
As they settled into the car, David’s phone pinged with the address from Grant. Evie typed it into her navigation system, noting it was indeed in Coral Gables, an upscale area where federal agencies might plausibly maintain a temporary office.
Pulling into traffic, she spotted Grant’s sedan three cars ahead. “Tell me exactly what you told them,” she said, eyes fixed on the road. “Every detail.”
As David recounted his conversations with the FBI agents, Evie’s mind raced through implications and possibilities. The patterns she’d identified in the Maddox brothers’ activities had been intellectual exercises, puzzles to solve during conversations with David. She’d never intended to act on the information or share it beyond their private discussions. Now those same observations had attracted federal attention, changing theoretical danger into potential reality.
Through the windshield, she watched the people of Miami scroll past, all moving through their lives unaware of the criminal undercurrents flowing beneath the city’s glittering surface. Evie had spent years observing these patterns from a safe distance, through the protective barrier of television screens and theoretical speculation. Now she faced immersion in realities she’d only studied from afar, and despite the danger implicit in Grant’s careful movements and David’s nervous fidgeting, she felt something unexpected stirring beneath her apprehension: a shameful, exhilarating current of anticipation.
—
The safe house was exactly what Evie expected: an unremarkable three-bedroom apartment in a mid-rise building populated by young professionals and early retirees. Nothing about the exterior suggested government ownership. No excessive security, no telltale signs of surveillance, just another anonymous residence in a city full of transients and transplants.
Grant led them through the building’s secure lobby using a key fob that appeared identical to those carried by regular residents. The elevator ride to the third floor passed in silence. David fidgeted beside her while Grant maintained his composed stillness.
“Three-oh-seven,” Grant said as the elevator doors opened, gesturing down a carpeted hallway that smelled faintly of industrial cleaner and someone’s cooking odors.
Grant unlocked the apartment door and stepped aside, allowing Evie and David to enter first. The interior confirmed her assumption: furniture that wouldn’t look out of place in a mid-tier hotel suite, neutral colors, and an absolute absence of personality. The living room contained a functional sofa and two armchairs arranged around a coffee table bearing water rings from countless cups. The walls remained bare except for a large corkboard temporarily empty of its usual photos and timelines.
A woman rose from one of the armchairs as they entered. Where Grant projected bland competence, she radiated focused intensity. Her dark hair was pulled back in a severe ponytail, highlighting sharp cheekbones and eyes that assessed Evie with unnerving thoroughness. She wore dark slacks and a fitted blazer despite the Miami heat, not a drop of sweat visible on her composed features.
“Alexandra Rayes,” she introduced herself. “You can call me Lexi.”
Evie doubted anyone actually did. The diminutive seemed at odds with the woman’s carefully constructed authority. “Evelyn Sinclair,” she replied, matching the formality. “Though I’m guessing you already have a file on me.”
The faintest smile touched the woman’s lips. “We have a file on your brother. You’re currently a footnote.”
“Soon upgraded to a chapter heading, apparently,” Evie said, remaining standing even as Grant gestured toward the sofa.
Lexi’s gaze shifted to David. “Mr. Calloway, would you mind waiting in the kitchen? Agent Parker would like to go over a few details with you.”
David glanced at Evie, seeking permission or reassurance. The look transported her instantly to his childhood, the same uncertain eyes gazing up at her when their mother worked double shifts, leaving ten-year-old Evie to explain to six-year-old David why dinner was cereal again or why they couldn’t afford the field trip his class was taking.
“It’s fine,” she told him. “I’ll be right here.”
As David followed a previously unnoticed agent through a doorway to the kitchen, Grant closed the apartment door and engaged multiple locks. The sound of each deadbolt sliding home emphasized the shift from casual conversation to something with consequences.
“Please, sit,” Grant said.
Evie chose the armchair rather than the sofa, a small decision that maintained maximum distance from both agents. Lexi resumed her seat across from her, while Grant remained standing, positioning himself near the window.
“Your brother shared some interesting observations about the Maddox brothers’ operation,” Lexi began, her posture perfect, hands resting lightly on her knees. “Specifically, connections you made between fragments of information he provided and recent criminal activities.”
“We were just talking,” Evie said, the defensive response automatic. “Speculating. It wasn’t serious.”
“And yet you accurately connected overheard conversations about chemical compounds to the courthouse bombing,” Grant interjected from his position by the window.
Evie felt a chill despite the apartment’s comfortable temperature. Hearing her private analyses recited back to her changed them from harmless theorizing into something that felt dangerously like involvement.
“I watch a lot of true crime,” she said, attempting to minimize her contributions. “And I have good pattern recognition. That doesn’t make me an expert.”
“No,” Lexi agreed, her dark eyes fixed on Evie with uncomfortable intensity. “It makes you valuable. Especially given your other attributes.”
The assessment in Lexi’s gaze suddenly felt more personal, evaluating Evie’s physical appearance with detachment. Evie had experienced such appraisals throughout her life, from men measuring her as a sexual object, from women calculating her as competition, but Lexi’s evaluation carried a different quality, like a carpenter assessing lumber for its potential uses.
“What exactly do you want from me?” Evie asked, discomfort sharpening her tone.
Grant moved from the window to perch on the sofa’s arm, creating a subtle triangulation that placed Evie at its focal point. “We’ve been building a case against the Maddox brothers for eighteen months. They’re careful, insulated. Traditional surveillance has yielded minimal results. We need someone on the inside.”
“I already work at Club Elysium part-time,” Lexi said, the revelation surprising Evie. “But we need another pair of eyes. Someone the brothers haven’t seen before, someone who can approach this from a different angle while I maintain my current position.”
“You want me to work at their club?” Evie asked, her skepticism rising. “I’m a retail clerk. I sell overpriced dresses to bored housewives.”
“We want you to work as a dancer,” Grant said bluntly. “Agent Rayes has established herself there, but we need additional coverage. The Maddox brothers are cautious around her, perhaps sensing something off despite her training. A fresh face might have better access.”
Evie stared at them, waiting for the punchline that never came. “You can’t be serious.”
“Let’s not waste time with euphemisms,” Lexi said, leaning forward. “You look like a supermodel. You’re exactly the type they hire. Five-ten, blonde, athletic build, symmetrical facial features that fall within the golden ratio.” Her clinical assessment made Evie blush despite herself. “The club hires based on appearance first, personality second, and dancing ability a distant third. You’d be hired on sight.”
“We can’t afford to put someone in who would fail,” Grant added. “The risk is too high. Agent Rayes has identified you as having the physical attributes and observational skills necessary for this role.”
Evie’s mind reeled at the surreal conversation. “Even if I could… which I can’t… my husband would never-”
“You’d be given a completely new identity,” Grant interrupted. “New name, backstory, documentation. You’d be a girl new to Miami, looking to make ends meet. Your stage name would be ‘Destiny’, common enough to be forgettable, evocative enough to be marketable.”
“You’d keep all the money you make dancing,” Lexi added. “With your looks, you’d be one of the top earners in just a few weeks. Two thousand on slow nights, potentially over ten thousand on busy weekends or special events.” She paused, letting the figures sink in. “Plus the hundred thousand completion bonus we’re offering.”
The numbers were staggering, more money than Evie made in months at the boutique, earned in single nights. The practical part of her brain instantly calculated mortgage payments, savings contributions, the financial breathing room such income would create. The thought both attracted and repulsed her.
“And my brother’s charges?” Evie asked, though she already knew the answer.
“Dropped completely,” Grant confirmed. “No record, no consequences.”
“That’s blackmail,” Evie said, anger flaring.
Grant’s expression remained neutral. “We prefer to think of it as alignment of interests. Your brother avoids jail time, you receive substantial compensation, and we gather intelligence that could prevent future attacks like the courthouse bombing.”
“What about my life?” Evie demanded. “My job, my husband… Joe will never allow this.”
“Your husband doesn’t control your decisions,” Lexi observed with a raised eyebrow. “But I understand your concern. This would require significant life changes for three months.”
“What would it look like?” Evie asked, hating that she was even engaging with their proposition but unable to stop herself. “Day to day, I mean.”
Lexi leaned forward, seemingly pleased by the question. “You’d live in a different safe house, one consistent with your cover identity. You’d work nights at the club, typically from eight PM to four AM. During days, you’d maintain your cover, occasionally being seen around your apartment building or in places your character would frequent. Agent Grant or I would meet with you regularly for debriefings and to provide any necessary guidance.”
“You’d have minimal contact with your existing life,” Grant added. “Occasional calls from a burner phone that would remain at the safe house, never carried to locations where you might be observed. We would stay in regular contact with your loved ones, providing updates and assurances.”
“So I’d be completely isolated from everyone I know for three months,” Evie summarized, the reality of the proposition sinking in.
“Think of what your father would say,” Grant said, his tone softening. “A police officer who gave his life in service. This is an opportunity to continue that legacy, to prevent crimes rather than merely solving them after victims have already suffered.”
The invocation of her father sent a bolt of anger through Evie. “Don’t you dare use him to manipulate me,” she said, her voice deadly quiet. “You didn’t know him. You don’t get to weaponize his memory.”
“I apologize. That was inappropriate. But the fact remains that you have a unique opportunity to help us prevent significant harm. The Maddox brothers aren’t just criminals. They’re evolving into domestic terrorists through their association with Malcolm Kessler.”
Evie stood, needing physical movement to process the overwhelming proposition. “This is insane. You’re asking me to become a completely different person, to lie to everyone I love, to take off my clothes for strangers, all with no training, no preparation.”
“We would provide accelerated training,” Lexi said calmly. “I would personally work with you on both the dancing aspects and undercover protocols. You wouldn’t go in completely cold.”
“I need time to think,” Evie said, gathering her purse. “And to talk to my husband.”
“You have twenty-four hours,” Grant replied, rising. “After that, we’ll need to explore other options. And Ms. Sinclair,” he hesitated, “discretion is paramount. The specifics of this operation shouldn’t be discussed outside this room.”
The warning was clear: tell Joe about the offer, but not the details. The restriction felt like yet another manipulation, limiting her ability to fully process the decision with the person whose life would be equally impacted.
“I have work in an hour,” she said, checking her watch and finding an excuse to escape the weight of their expectations.
“Of course,” Grant said, moving to unlock the door. “We’ll drive your brother home. Agent Rayes will escort you to your car.”
The assignment of Lexi as her escort rather than Grant wasn’t lost on Evie. It was a calculated decision to pair her with the female agent, perhaps hoping for some gender-based rapport to develop during the brief interaction.
As they walked toward the elevator, Lexi maintained silence. The click of her heels on the hallway’s tile was the only sound between them. Only when they reached the building’s lobby did she speak.
“The men we’re targeting are responsible for at least seventeen deaths that we can connect to them,” she said conversationally, as if discussing the weather. “Including two federal witnesses and a judge’s sixteen-year-old daughter. The courthouse bombing was designed to destroy evidence in a RICO case that took three years to build.”
Evie remained silent, recognizing the tactic: humanize the victims, emphasize the stakes, convert a questionable proposition into a moral imperative.
“Your brother stumbled into something far more dangerous than he realizes,” Lexi continued as they exited the building into Miami’s punishing midday heat. “Whether you help us or not, the Maddox brothers represent a genuine threat to him if they ever connect him to federal interest in their activities.”
They reached Evie’s Honda, a perfect reflection of the safe, predictable life she’d constructed. Lexi handed her a business card with a single phone number on it.
“This line is secure,” she said. “When you’ve made your decision, call. Not before.”
Evie took the card, slipping it into her purse without comment. As she unlocked her car, Lexi added a final observation.
“You’ve spent your life watching from the sidelines, Ms. Sinclair. Analyzing other people’s actions, other people’s choices. Perhaps it’s time to step onto the field yourself.”
Before Evie could formulate a response, Lexi turned and walked back toward the building, leaving her alone with the echo of words that probed too accurately.
—
After a short drive, Evie slipped through the employee entrance at Veronique’s boutique, quickly changing into the required uniform: a black sheath dress with a subtle V-neck that the owner insisted “communicated professionalism while acknowledging femininity,” whatever that meant. As she moved onto the sales floor, her mind remained in that safe house, processing the FBI’s proposition while her body went through the motions of retail work.
“Thank God you’re here,” Melissa whispered as Evie emerged. “Mrs. Hoffman arrived twenty minutes early and she’s already rejected three dresses.”
Evie nodded absently, barely registering her coworker’s words. The contrast between her current reality and the one the FBI proposed couldn’t have been more different, from selling five-thousand-dollar dresses to affluent women to working undercover in a criminal enterprise. The familiar retail tasks suddenly seemed unbearably trivial, her customer service smile a mask she couldn’t bear to wear for another moment.
A clarity she hadn’t expected washed over her as she straightened a display of silk scarves. She didn’t need twenty-four hours to decide. The answer had formed in her mind the moment Grant had mentioned the operation, crystallizing further with each passing moment. The restlessness that had plagued her for months, perhaps years, suddenly had focus, a direction, a purpose beyond the safe predictability of her current existence.
“Is Veronique in her office?” Evie asked abruptly.
Melissa blinked in surprise. “Yes, but Mrs. Hoffman is waiting-”
“Tell her something came up,” Evie interrupted, already moving toward the back of the store. “Family emergency.”
She rapped sharply on the office door, entering at Veronique’s crisp “Come in.” The boutique owner glanced up from her computer, eyebrows rising at Evie’s unexpected appearance.
“I need to resign,” Evie said. “Effective immediately.”
“Excuse me?”
“I’m quitting,” Evie clarified, a strange lightness filling her chest as the words left her mouth. “Something’s come up. An opportunity I can’t pass up.”
“This is highly unprofessional, Evelyn,” Veronique responded, recovering quickly. “Two weeks’ notice is standard. We have commitments to clients who specifically request you.”
“I understand, and I apologize for the inconvenience,” Evie said, surprised by her own calm. “But this isn’t negotiable. Today is my last day.”
Twenty minutes later, she walked out of Veronique’s, ignoring the shocked stares of her coworkers and the whispered speculation already beginning behind her back. As she stepped into the parking lot, the humid Miami air suddenly felt like freedom rather than oppression.
In her car, Evie sat for a moment with her hand hovering over her purse where Lexi’s card waited with that single phone number. The rational decision would be to call immediately, to secure the arrangement before second thoughts could intrude. Instead, she started the engine and headed home. She’d call in the morning, after one last night with Joe, one last night of being solely Evelyn Sinclair before stepping into whatever transformation awaited her.
The grocery store near their condo provided everything she needed for a simple but special dinner: a good cut of steak, potatoes, fresh vegetables, a bottle of wine better than they typically allowed themselves. As she moved through the aisles, Evie mentally rehearsed what she would tell Joe, and more importantly, what she wouldn’t tell him. The full truth about Club Elysium would remain locked behind her lips, a detail she instinctively knew would derail any possibility of his acceptance.
At home, Evie moved quickly, cutting potatoes and vegetables and sliding them into the oven, then preparing the steak before leaving it covered on the counter. She’d cook it just before they ate, wanting everything to be perfect for what would be their last meal together for three months.
She showered afterward, the hot water washing away the scent of Veronique’s exclusive perfume, symbolically cleansing herself of the life she was preparing to temporarily abandon. She dried her hair and applied subtle makeup, then slipped into the black lace lingerie set Joe had given her for their anniversary, an ensemble saved for special occasions that had become increasingly rare as their marriage settled into routine.
Over the lingerie, she pulled on a simple sundress, casual enough for an ordinary evening at home but flattering in ways she knew Joe appreciated. The familiar domestic preparations felt suddenly precious, weighted with the knowledge of impending absence. She adjusted the thermostat, dimmed the lights, poured herself a glass of wine, and waited.
Joe arrived home at a quarter after six. Stepping inside, his expression shifted from end-of-workday exhaustion to surprise as he registered her presence.
“You’re home early,” he said. “I thought you worked until eight?”
“I quit,” Evie replied simply, rising from the couch to greet him with a kiss.
Joe pulled back slightly, confusion evident in his expression. “You quit? As in completely quit, not just left early?”
“Completely quit,” she confirmed, moving back toward the kitchen to check on the roasting vegetables. “I need to talk to you about something important.”
Joe followed her, loosening his tie. “That sounds ominous. What’s going on? Is it David? Is he in trouble again?”
The accurate guess provided a starting point. “Yes,” she said, opening the oven to turn the potatoes. “But it’s more complicated than usual.”
“When isn’t it?” Joe sighed, pouring himself a glass of the open wine. “What did he do this time?”
Evie turned to face him, leaning against the counter. “He got arrested for possession. But that’s not the real issue. The FBI approached me today. They want me to help them with an investigation.”
Joe’s glass paused halfway to his lips. “The FBI? Help them how?”
“As an informant,” she said carefully, the partial truth feeling like complete deception. “They think I have observational skills that could help them build a case. They’re offering to drop David’s charges in exchange for my cooperation.”
“An informant,” Joe repeated slowly, setting his glass down. “What kind of investigation are we talking about?”
“I can’t give you specifics,” Evie replied, the first of many evasions she anticipated in this conversation. “But it involves gathering information on potential domestic terrorism.”
Joe’s expression changed, concern replacing confusion. “Terrorism? Jesus, Evie, that sounds dangerous. What exactly would you be doing?”
“Observing. Reporting. Nothing directly dangerous,” she said, the reassurance hollow even to her own ears. “But I’d need to be away for three months. Living under a different identity, minimal contact with my regular life.”
“Three months?” Joe’s voice rose sharply. “That’s not some weekend operation, Evie. That’s a quarter of a year. And what do you mean ‘minimal contact’? We wouldn’t see each other?”
Evie turned back to the oven, using the movement to avoid his direct gaze. “It would have to be very limited… occasional phone calls, but no in-person meetings.”
“This is fucking insane,” Joe said, running a hand through his hair. “You’re not a trained agent. You’re not a cop. You have no experience with any of this. And they want you to disappear for three months into some kind of terrorism investigation?”
“They’re offering compensation,” Evie said, redirecting slightly. “A hundred thousand dollars upon completion.”
The figure momentarily silenced Joe’s objections. He stared at her, mental calculations visible in his expression as he processed the implications of such a sum.
“A hundred thousand,” he repeated, voice softer. “That would…”
“Pay off most of our mortgage,” Evie finished. “Or give us the down payment for a bigger place.”
“It doesn’t matter how much they’re offering,” Joe said, his tone hardening again. “It’s too dangerous. And three months apart? We haven’t spent more than a weekend away from each other since we got married. You can’t seriously be considering this.”
“I already accepted,” Evie admitted, the words escaping before she could moderate them. “Or at least, I decided to. I’m calling them in the morning.”
Joe stared at her, disbelief and hurt washing across his features. “You decided without talking to me first? Evie, we’re married. This affects both of us.”
“I know,” she acknowledged. “And I’m sorry. But David’s freedom is on the line, and honestly…” She hesitated, then pushed forward with the truth she’d been avoiding. “I want to do this. Not just for David, not just for the money. For me.”
“For you,” Joe echoed. “What the fuck does that even mean?”
Evie removed the vegetables from the oven while her mind raced to articulate feelings she’d barely acknowledged to herself. “It means I’m bored, Joe. It means I feel like I’m sleepwalking through my life, selling overpriced clothes to rich women and coming home to watch other people do things that matter. It means I want to use my brain for something that actually has consequences.”
“And our life together doesn’t matter? Doesn’t have consequences?” The hurt in his voice cut through her defenses. “Jesus, Evie, if you’re unhappy, we can make changes. You can find a different job, go back to school, whatever you want. But disappearing for three months into some dangerous FBI operation isn’t the answer.”
“It’s not about being unhappy with you,” she clarified quickly, moving toward him. “It’s about feeling like there’s a part of me that’s never been used, never been tested. Don’t you ever wonder what you’re capable of beyond what you do every day?”
Joe stepped back from her approach, physical distance mirroring the emotional gulf opening between them. “No, I don’t. I’m pretty clear on who I am and what matters to me. And right now, what matters is that my wife is telling me she’s abandoning our life together for three fucking months to do something dangerous because she’s bored.”
The characterization stung with its accuracy. Put in those terms, her decision sounded selfish, impulsive, almost adolescent in its disregard for consequences. Yet beneath the sting lay the persistent certainty that this opportunity represented something essential, something she couldn’t turn away from without permanent regret.
“I’m not abandoning our life,” she insisted. “I’m taking a temporary detour that could benefit us both financially and give me a chance to do something meaningful.”
“Meaningful,” Joe repeated. “Because what we’ve built together isn’t meaningful enough.”
Dinner progressed in tense silence, both of them picking at food neither had appetite for, the carefully prepared meal wasted amid the emotional turbulence between them. The argument resumed and receded in waves throughout the evening, Joe’s opposition unwavering despite Evie’s various attempts at reassurance and explanation.
“You don’t even know what you’re getting into,” he said for perhaps the fifth time as they cleared dishes neither had properly eaten. “These people could be dangerous. The whole situation could be dangerous. And for what? So you can play detective like in those fucking shows you watch?”
“It’s not playing,” Evie countered, frustration sharpening her tone. “The FBI thinks I can actually help with something important. Something that could prevent people from getting hurt.”
“And what if you get hurt instead?” Joe demanded, setting a plate down with more force than necessary. “What if something goes wrong and I get a call saying my wife is in the hospital, or worse? Have you thought about that?”
“Of course I have,” she replied, though in truth, the possibility felt abstract, theoretical rather than concrete. “But the risk is minimal. I’d be carefully monitored, protected.”
Joe shook his head, disbelief evident. “I don’t understand you right now. This isn’t like you, Evie.”
His words struck at the heart of her internal conflict, the recognition that her desire for this assignment represented a part of herself she’d suppressed or ignored, a facet of her identity incompatible with the careful, responsible person she’d constructed herself to be.
“Maybe it is like me,” she said quietly. “Maybe this is exactly like me, and I’ve just never had the opportunity to find out.”
Joe studied her face for a long moment, something shifting in his expression as he registered the quiet certainty in her words. “How badly do you want this?” he asked finally, the question stripped of judgment or accusation, seeking only truth.
Evie met his gaze directly. “Badly enough that I quit my job today without a second thought. Badly enough that I’ve been thinking about it every minute since they offered it. Badly enough that even though I hate the idea of being away from you, I can’t imagine turning it down.”
The naked honesty hung between them, reshaping the argument. Joe’s shoulders sagged slightly, anger giving way to a resignation that carried its own kind of pain.
“I don’t want you to go,” he said, voice emotional. “I think it’s dangerous and unnecessary and I hate everything about it. But I also don’t want you to stay and resent me for stopping you.”
The concession wasn’t acceptance, not really, but it created space for possibility where before there had been only opposition. Evie moved toward him, closing the physical distance that had yawned between them throughout the evening.
“I would never resent you,” she said, reaching for his hand. “But I need to do this. I need to find out what I’m capable of beyond the life we’ve built here.”
Joe didn’t pull away from her touch, though tension remained in his body. “Three months,” he said, the words carrying the weight of all his fears and objections. “And then you come home. You come back to us, to our life together.”
“I promise,” Evie said, meaning it completely in that moment, unable to imagine any outcome where she wouldn’t return to the safety and love he represented. “This doesn’t change how I feel about you. About us.”
He nodded, though doubt lingered in his eyes. “When do you leave?”
“Tomorrow morning,” she admitted, watching his expression tighten at the immediacy. “It needs to happen quickly.”
“So this is our last night together,” he said. “For three months.”
Evie nodded, suddenly hyperaware of the lingerie beneath her casual dress, the plans she’d made to make their evening special before their argument had derailed her intentions. “I wanted it to be special,” she said softly. “Before everything went sideways with our fight.”
Something shifted in Joe’s expression, desire momentarily displacing hurt and concern. Despite his anger, despite his opposition to her decision, the physical connection between them remained undiminished, perhaps even heightened by the impending separation.
“It still can be,” he said.
Without further discussion, they moved toward the bedroom, the argument not forgotten but temporarily set aside in favor of more primal communication. Their last night together deserved to be marked by connection rather than conflict, by the physical expression of bonds that would be tested but hopefully not broken by the months ahead.
The door closed behind them, sealing them into the intimate space of their bedroom. The argument was not forgotten but temporarily suspended as more urgent needs took precedence. Joe stood a few feet away, his expression a complex mixture of desire and residual hurt, the distance between them both physical and emotional.
Evie reached for the thin straps of her sundress, sliding them slowly down her shoulders. It pooled at her feet to reveal the black lace lingerie beneath.
“Fuck,” Joe breathed, his anger visibly melting at the sight of her. The elaborate bra pushed her breasts together, creating a deep valley of cleavage. The matching thong revealed more than it concealed, connected to sheer thigh-high stockings by thin garters that emphasized the length of her legs.
Joe crossed the space between them in two quick strides, his hands finding her waist. He then lowered his mouth to hers.
The kiss began gently, almost tentatively, as if testing whether their connection remained intact beneath the strain of their argument. Evie leaned into him, her lips parting in invitation, and the hesitancy evaporated. Joe’s tongue swept into her mouth, claiming her with intensity. His hands slid from her waist to cup her ass, pulling her tightly against him until she could feel his hardening cock through his trousers.
Evie’s fingers fumbled with his tie, loosening it before attacking the buttons of his shirt. She wanted skin, needed the contact of his body against hers with sudden desperation. Joe helped, shrugging out of his shirt and undershirt, revealing the chest she knew intimately, not the sculpted perfection of a fitness model, but solid and warm.
Their mouths remained connected as they undressed him, the kiss deepening. Evie tasted the wine on his tongue, felt the day’s stubble scraping against her chin.
“I need you to fuck me,” she whispered against his lips, the crude directness unlike her usual bedroom manner. “I need to feel you.”
Joe’s cock visibly strained against his trousers as she pushed them down along with his underwear. His erection sprang free, fully hard, the sight of it sending a rush of heat between her thighs. Evie wrapped her fingers around his length, stroking once, twice, feeling him in her grip.
“Fuck, Evie,” he groaned. With sudden determination, he guided her backward until her legs hit the edge of their bed. “Get on the bed.”
Joe rarely took control this directly. Their lovemaking was typically more balanced in its give and take. Tonight, something in him needed to claim her, to mark her as his before she stepped into her temporary new identity. The realization sent another wave of heat through her core.
Evie crawled onto the bed, the movement deliberately provocative as she positioned herself in the center of the mattress. Joe followed, his naked body moving over hers. His mouth found hers again, the kiss deep and consuming while his hands explored her body.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he murmured against her lips. “Sometimes I still can’t believe you’re mine.”
The declaration twisted something in Evie’s chest, pleasure mingling with guilt. She pushed the complexity aside, focusing instead on the physical sensations of Joe’s hands cupping her breasts, thumbs brushing over her nipples.
“I’m yours,” she whispered back, the truth of the statement undiminished by the complications of their situation. “Always.”
Joe shifted lower, mouth trailing from her lips to her jaw, then down the column of her throat. When he reached her breasts above the lace, he paused to look up at her.
“I want to see you. All of you.”
Evie arched her back, offering herself for his attention. Joe unhooked her bra, drawing it away from her body. When his mouth closed around one nipple, Evie moaned, her hands threading into his hair to hold him against her.
Joe showered attention on her breasts, gently sucking and flicking her nipples with his tongue, occasionally grazing the sensitive peaks with his teeth. Meanwhile, his hand slid lower, tracing the edge of her thong before pressing against the damp lace covering her pussy.
“You’re already wet for me,” he murmured. His fingers pushed the lace aside, sliding through her slick folds to circle her clit.
Evie bucked against his hand, her need building rapidly. “Please,” she gasped, spreading her thighs wider in invitation. “Don’t tease me tonight, baby.”
Joe’s eyes locked with hers, something fierce and possessive flashing. He hooked his fingers into the sides of her thong, pulling it down her legs without removing the garters or stockings. The cool air hit her exposed pussy for only a moment before he positioned himself between her thighs, guiding his cock to her entrance.
“Look at me,” he commanded softly. “I want to see your face when I push inside you.”
Evie held his gaze as he pressed forward, the head of his cock stretching her as he entered in one slow, deliberate thrust. The sensation of fullness, of completion, drew a moan from deep in her chest. Joe stilled when he was fully seated within her, their bodies joined as intimately as physically possible, his expression almost pained with the intensity of his pleasure.
“I love you,” he said, the words carrying the weight of everything between them, desire and fear, possession and impending separation. “Whatever happens, remember that. I love you.”
“I love you too,” Evie whispered back, her hands coming up to frame his face. “That won’t change. I promise.”
Their mouths met again in a kiss that burned with emotion, tongues tangling as Joe began to move within her. He withdrew almost completely before driving back in, establishing a rhythm that was neither gentle nor rough but deliberate, each thrust a statement of connection.
Evie wrapped her legs around his waist, the stockings sliding against his skin as she pulled him deeper. The angle shifted, allowing him to hit that spot inside her that sent electric currents racing along her nerve endings. She broke the kiss on a gasp, head falling back against the pillows as pleasure built steadily.
Joe braced himself on his forearms, his body covering hers completely as he continued the pace of his thrusts. His mouth found her neck, trailing open-mouthed kisses along the sensitive skin there before moving to capture her lips again. They breathed each other’s air, swallowed each other’s moans, the connection of their mouths as essential as the joining of their bodies.
“Faster,” Evie urged against his lips, her internal muscles clenching around his cock as tension coiled tighter within her. “Please, Joe. I need more.”
He complied immediately, his hips driving forward with increased urgency. The sound of skin slapping against skin filled the room, punctuated by their mingled moans and the wet sounds of their connection. Evie felt herself climbing rapidly toward release, each thrust pushing her higher until she hovered at the edge of something spectacular.
“That’s it,” Joe encouraged, his voice strained with the effort of maintaining control. “Let go for me, baby. I want to feel you cum on my cock.”
His crude words, so unlike his usual bedroom talk, pushed her over the edge. Evie’s orgasm had her pussy clenching rhythmically around him as pleasure exploded from her core. She cried out his name, nails digging into his shoulders as her back arched off the bed.
Joe’s control snapped at the feel of her pulsing around him. His thrusts became erratic, desperate, his breathing harsh against her ear. “Fuck, Evie, I’m going to cum,” he groaned.
“Yes,” she urged, still riding the aftershocks of her own orgasm. “Cum inside me. I want to feel it.”
With a final thrust, Joe buried himself to the hilt and froze, his cock pulsing as he emptied himself inside her. Evie committed the image of his face in the throes of orgasm to memory, to carry with her through the coming separation.
As the intensity subsided, Joe collapsed partially onto her, careful to brace most of his weight on his arms. Their bodies remained joined, both reluctant to break the connection that temporarily bridged the divide between them. Evie’s hands traced lazy patterns on his back, feeling the sweat cooling on his skin as their breathing gradually returned to normal.
“I’m going to miss this,” Joe murmured against her neck, the admission carrying a universe of meaning beyond the physical.
“Me too,” Evie replied, her throat tight with emotions she couldn’t fully articulate. “More than you know.”
Eventually, they disentangled, the practical realities of cleanup briefly separating them. When they returned to bed, Joe gathered her against his chest, her back to his front, arms wrapped securely around her as if he could physically prevent her departure through the strength of his embrace.
“Three months,” he whispered into her hair, the words both question and resignation.
“Three months,” Evie confirmed, lacing her fingers through his where they rested against her stomach. “And then I’ll be home.”
They fell asleep gradually, emotional and physical exhaustion finally overcoming the anxiety of impending separation.
Hours later, Evie woke to the feel of Joe’s arousal pressing against her lower back, his breathing changed from the deep patterns of sleep to the shallower rhythm of awakening desire. The digital clock on the nightstand read 2:19 AM. The room was bathed in the faint glow of moonlight filtering through partially closed blinds.
She shifted deliberately against him. Joe’s arms tightened around her in response, one hand sliding up to cup her breast, fingers finding her nipple and rolling it to hardness.
“I was dreaming about you,” he murmured against her ear. “About this.”
Evie turned in his embrace, seeking his mouth in the darkness. Their lips met with renewed hunger, as if the hours of sleep had only intensified their desire rather than satisfying it.
“I need you again,” she whispered when they broke for air. “One more time before morning.”
Joe rolled onto his back, hands guiding her to straddle him. Evie leaned down to recapture his mouth. The kiss deepened immediately, tongues tangling urgently while his hands explored her body, cupping her breasts, tracing her waist, gripping her ass.
Evie reached between them to grasp his cock, already fully hard against her thigh. She stroked him slowly, feeling him in her grip as their mouths remained connected. When she positioned him at her entrance and began to sink down, they both gasped at the exquisite sensation.
“Fuck,” Joe breathed as she took him completely, her pussy stretching around his thickness. “You feel so fucking good, Evie. So perfect.”
She braced her hands on his chest, rising until just the head of his cock remained inside her before sinking back down in a deliberate, torturous rhythm. Joe’s hands found her hips, guiding but not controlling her movements, allowing her to set the pace.
“That’s it,” Joe encouraged, his fingers digging into the flesh of her hips. “Ride me, baby. Show me how much you want this.”
The encouragement sent another rush of heat through her core. Evie rolled her hips, making them both moan, before returning to the up-and-down rhythm that drove his cock deep inside her.
“Touch yourself,” he urged, one hand leaving her hip to guide her fingers between her thighs. “I want to watch you cum on my cock.”
Evie obeyed, her fingers finding her clit and circling it as she continued to ride him. The dual stimulation quickly built her toward another climax, tension coiling tighter with each bounce of her ass against his thighs.
“Joe,” she gasped, her rhythm faltering as pleasure mounted. “I’m close. So close.”
“Look at me,” he commanded, echoing his words from earlier. “I want to see your face when you cum.”
Evie’s eyes locked with his as her orgasm crashed through her, her pussy clenching around his cock in rhythmic pulses as waves of pleasure radiated outward from her core. The intensity of it stole her breath, her body trembling above his as she fought to maintain eye contact through the overwhelming sensation.
Joe began thrusting upward to meet her downward movements. The new angle and increased force drove her higher, extending her orgasm as he chased his own release.
“Fuck, Evie, I’m cumming,” he groaned, his body tensing beneath hers as his cock pulsed inside her, filling her for the second time that night.
Evie collapsed onto his chest, both of them breathing heavily as aftershocks of pleasure rippled through their connected bodies. Joe’s arms wrapped around her, holding her close as they gradually returned to earth, neither willing to separate despite the sweat cooling between them.
“I love you,” she whispered against his neck, the words carrying all she couldn’t articulate about fear and separation and the promise of return.
“I love you too,” he replied, his hands stroking her back with gentle possessiveness. “Come back to me, Evie. Whatever happens out there, whatever you find, come back to me.”
Evie couldn’t imagine any scenario where she wouldn’t return. The life they’d built together might be temporarily interrupted, but it remained her foundation, her home.
“I will,” she promised, sealing the vow with a kiss. “Always.”
Eventually they separated, adjusting to more comfortable sleeping positions while maintaining physical contact. Her head lay on his chest, his arm around her shoulders, their legs tangled beneath the sheets.
Tomorrow would bring transformation and separation, the beginning of her journey into an unfamiliar identity. Tonight, she was simply Evie Sinclair, wrapped in the arms of the man who had been her constant for six years, storing up memories to sustain her through whatever lay ahead.
—
The first rays of dawn filtered through the blinds in the kitchen where Evie worked quietly. She’d risen early, her body electric with anticipation despite the exhaustion from the night before. She could still feel the ghost of Joe’s touch on her skin.
Now, she whisked eggs, diced vegetables for an omelet, and set bacon sizzling in the pan. The smells of breakfast filled the apartment, familiar and comforting, but the atmosphere still felt heavy. Like the calm before a storm.
She didn’t expect Joe to wake so early. Normally, his alarm wouldn’t go off for another forty minutes. But as she plated their breakfast and set the table, she heard the shuffle of bare feet behind her. When she turned, he was standing in the doorway, a mess of tousled hair and tired eyes. He was already fully dressed in his work clothes, khakis paired with a light blue button-down shirt. He hadn’t shaved yet, and the faint stubble made him look even more exhausted.
“You’re up early,” she said softly, pouring him a cup of coffee.
“I figured I’d get a head start,” Joe replied. He stepped closer, accepting the mug from her hands. “Spend a little more time with you before you… leave.”
“Breakfast is ready,” she said, trying to keep her tone light.
By the time they sat down together, the mood was already thick. They ate slowly, filling the silence with mundane little exchanges. Joe mentioned a project at work but there was no escaping the elephant in the room.
Joe finally broke the pretense as he set his fork down, his voice cutting softly through the quiet. “I still don’t want you to go.”
Evie paused mid-chew, setting her own fork down to meet his steady gaze. “Joe, we talked about this. Last night. I thought we were okay now.”
“I’m not okay,” he admitted bluntly, his hand tightening into a fist against the table. “You sprung this on me, Evie. You gave me no time to think about it. How am I supposed to be fine with you leaving for months to do something dangerous?”
She took a breath, steadying herself. “I didn’t exactly have time to think about it either,” she countered, her tone calm but firm. “They gave me twenty-four hours. What was I supposed to do? Say no to helping David? Say no to…” She hesitated, choosing her words carefully. “Say no to something that feels like it could finally mean something?”
Joe’s jaw tightened, his eyes dropping to the half-eaten omelet on his plate. “But you didn’t ask me, Evie,” he said quietly, his voice heavy with hurt. “You told me. You decided. And now I’m supposed to just live with it?”
Evie stared across the table at him. He’d always been the steady one, the calm, thoughtful anchor when her world felt chaotic. But now he looked untethered, a man caught between fear and frustration, watching his wife slip further away into something he didn’t understand.
“I didn’t want to hurt you,” she said, soft enough to be an apology but firm enough to hold her ground. “This isn’t about us. I’m not doing this to leave you. You know that, right?”
Joe sat back in his chair, running a hand down his face. He let out a long breath through his nose, and for a moment, it looked like he didn’t have the energy to fight anymore. “I know,” he muttered, almost resigned. “But it sure as hell feels like you’re walking away.”
“I’m not walking away,” Evie insisted, leaning across the table. “I’m coming back, Joe. This is temporary. Three months. That’s all. And then we’ll pick up right where we left off.”
Joe didn’t answer. He just reached for his coffee, the tension between them simmering unresolved.
When he finally stood to leave, Evie followed him to the door. He adjusted his bag over one shoulder and hesitated, his hand on the knob. For a moment, it looked like he wanted to say something. Instead, he turned back to her, cupped her face, and pressed a prolonged kiss to her forehead. There was something bittersweet in the gesture, like letting go without saying goodbye.
“Text me if you can. Whenever you can.”
“I will.” Evie smiled faintly, fighting the tears that threatened to well up. “I love you.”
Joe nodded, his lips twitching upward in a weak imitation of his usual smile. “I love you too.”
And then he was gone.
—
The apartment felt unbearably silent after Joe left. Evie stood by the front door for a moment. She let out a trembling breath, steeling herself against the sudden urge to cry. She’d made her decision. There was no going back now.
She retrieved Lexi’s card from her purse and stared at the phone number printed in neat, sterile text. Her heart pounded as she dialed, the line connecting after only a single ring.
“Rayes,” Lexi’s voice came through sharp and professional.
“It’s Evie,” she said, trying to keep her voice steady. “I’m in.”
“Good,” Lexi replied without hesitation. “We’ll send a car to your location. It’ll arrive at 9 AM sharp. Bring nothing except comfortable clothes.”
“Comfortable clothes. Got it.” Evie glanced at the clock. It was just after 8 AM. “What about my phone?”
“Leave it behind. And make sure it’s secure. You won’t need it where you’re going.”
There was a brief pause before Lexi added, softer now, “You’re making the right choice.”
Evie nodded, even though Lexi couldn’t see it. “Thank you.”
The line went dead.
For the next hour, Evie busied herself cleaning the apartment. She wiped down counters, fluffed the couch cushions, and put fresh sheets on the bed. It wasn’t much, but it gave her a sense of control over something, anything, before she had to leave. When everything was in order, she placed her phone in the top drawer of their bedside table and scribbled down a short handwritten note for Joe:
“Joe,
I’m so sorry for springing this on you. I know you’re scared. I am too. But I promise I’ll come back to you. Three months, and then we’ll be together again. Take care of yourself while I’m gone, okay? I love you more than anything. I’ll be thinking of you every single day.
Your loving wife Evie”
She folded the note carefully, weighing down the corners with his watch so he wouldn’t miss it. Then, with a final glance around the apartment, she slipped into the pair of soft jeans and a plain blue t-shirt she’d laid out earlier. Her reflection in the hall mirror looked back at her, plain and unassuming, the last glimpse of Evelyn Sinclair before she became someone else entirely.
At precisely 9 AM, a knock sounded at the door. Evie opened it to find a man in a suit standing in the hallway.
“Ready?” he asked.
Evie nodded. “Yeah. I’m ready.”
Without another word, she followed him down the stairs, the door to her home closing softly behind her. The car, gleaming under the bright Miami sun, was waiting. She hesitated for a fraction of a second before opening the back door and sliding in.
As the car pulled away from the curb, Evie stared out the window, watching the city blur past. Her chest felt tight, but beneath the fear and uncertainty, a quiet ember of excitement glowed. This was the moment she’d been waiting for, even if she hadn’t realized it until now. A beginning. A transformation. And there was no turning back.